Dear Spencer,
You are so cute. I love you and hate you. you always want to me play with you when i was extremely tired. I always expect when should i have my own social life.I suppose to get you one sister or brother, but now, you dad and i decided not going to get a baby again. I think we are not really get ready, coz it is so hard for us taking care of you. Don't misunderstand, we do love, we just feel tired. Daddy always have to work, his job is not like a office work, he doesn't like this job, because he loves you, he want you have a wondeful life, he needs to do this work to earn money. I love you too. I have job, I could earn much much money, because i would like to stay with you looking after. So, i quit it. we have no regret that we have you. Spencer, my lovely son.When will you sit up properly. we are expecting you walking...running.....talking.....Spencer, I want to go back to hong kong, do you like hk? or you prefer living in new zealand? here is good, but i miss your grand parent. they are getting old. i like hong kong . Spencer.....do you think you will get happy growing up in hong kong?....i still thin about it.
your mum,
helena
